

I canapos;t say eyerythingapos;s been peachy since last time...
My brother got married in June, it was a beautiful wedding.
On his weddingnight my aunt committed suicide in the bathroom at the party. My uncle had just taken me, Thanh and two of the kids home, he was going to take my brother home next. When he heard about her deed, he passed out. She was taken to the hospital in a hurry and was plugged to a machine all night, she died the next day.
I was supposed to go to Rome after that, and was ordered by my family to go so I did, but I got sick and I argued a lot with Thanh and I felt completely horrible. Our friends got the real gist of how things were going (or not going) with us, and that made me feel even worse.
After the precious hollidays we were almost broken up, but decided to give it another go.
Then I got to know that my cousin almost drowned and was taken to the hospital. Sheapos;s had some kind of fits where she loses conciousness and it is happening more and more often. They havenapos;t found out whatapos;s wrong with her yet.
In the new schoolyear Iapos;m taking Norwegian literature and music and the last bit is really hard. Iapos;m learning to play the guitar and we have choir and stuff like that and I feel like a complete and utter loser for not knowing anything. The Norwegian classes bore me to death and I have no motivation for going to the, especially since theyapos;re not obligatory.
Me and Thanh broke up on Thursday and it hurts so bad I canapos;t even cry, I keep avoiding the topic, I have only told one person yet, because I canapos;t stand the thought of having people hovering over me asking me how I am, when itapos;s obvious that I feel like crap. It feels like Iapos;m volunteerly cutting off a bodypart, and I canapos;t stand the thought. Weapos;re friends though, which is good, but itapos;s hard seeing him and not kissing him. I have to take some time apart from him, just to let it sink in, maybe then I can wallow...
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